After all this years...

If only i could give myself a reason about why did u leave ?
because we disappointed you ?
because we cancel pik mei's birthday celebration deal to the fact that her uncle actually passed away ?
because u're staying too far away ?
because we didn't scarifies as much as u do ?
because we never show up at any of your performance ?
because we always causes you to get scolding from your mom when we have gathering ?
because we dont understand you ?
because we're too busy with our life?
because of WHAT ??!?!?!?!?!?!!?
fucking give me a reason ???
a reason that we all can accept!!!!!
being in this kepoh club is not just your own decision~
is not like : "OO, i just want to quit... coz i'm tired of y'all and the endless dramas ~~~"
or : "OO, last time i feel happy with you all so i join la.. now i dont feel it anymore so i leave lor"
Others or even some of you might think the Kepoh club is just so lame ... so highschool-yish~
but i dont think so.
I think is a group of good friends decided to stay in this friendship circle and ready hold on to this relationship till the end of the day.
Is a group decision is not just up to you!
Is not like u can easily cancel ur membership in some gym class!
We might not meet each of us everyday
or appears in every single gathering.
but that doesn't mean we dont care!
or even we did not take fancy pictures and post it up to FB to prove to other people how loving kepoh club is
that doesn't mean that we're not bestfriends.
True bestfriend accept the fact that after graduating from high school we all have our own life and busy schedules.
U got pressure???? i understand ~~
but did u ever think about the fact that all of us have our own problems as well????
we didn't voice up doesn't mean that problems did not exist at all.
we didn't tell you doesn't mean that we are all happy carefree kids ~
If leaving us is what u wish for and you're happy with the decision then fine.
Go ahead. I wish u all the best and good-bye.