the mid year gathering...

wao... after feb gathering we have to wait until may only meet again....
although i can see you guy cant finish and thing of food not really well plan.. but we must take it as a lesson for next meeting...

i love the way today we prepare the food... we shop together... we crazy alot... having big big stomach together... nice right... cook our self... really nice... with my very first cook of TOMYAM emm see you guys are very lucky cry try my famous malaysian thai TOM YAM SOUP...

carol: tell your mother the pie is very delicious, thank you very much... oopss cake also .... loving it... thank you aunty...

peribahasa nye

i have a nice trip on a sea today
bcoz
i have a wonderful friendship to ride on...
so
thank you kepoh...

Nic

menu
bbq pepper chicken or friend chicken
tomyam soup for steamboat
all ingredian for steamboat ( any futher request pls make order with me )
friend sotong if still needed... may be just buy it to just eat with the soup/ bbq
vege to soak in the soup...

drinks i serve you lemon grass juice...

desert by agnes...

i will just paid 1st then we divide lol....

kalo no reject then i jalan la.... think before you reject...

planing for kepohians...

in june i hope we can do something to sell on the kepoh blog...
thing that is like a small gift for friend...
lets think how we can do it...
then nexttime we have party ma got money lol...
okay....

Nic last Words... to carol

the god choose to birth me on 22 nov 1989, the god choose to place me in smkbbsp..

then sri darshini intro you to me... with the problem while we are still blur blur in form 1 ...

until form2 i started to know you closer.. we group in the same blue uniform.. you have been my leader in form 3 for a period... i still can recall how i called you babi for the whole day...

we fight like hell... poteng class... you choose to sit with me... i still remember the way you slap me in the class.. and i cry... the way you anti me with yee sze.. lepak at her home... go carefore.. every friday we will love to have lunch with uncle george... wait you finish piano class... then pasar malam .... makan chah kuai teow.... then form 4 we be the diffrence class... there is where i meet all new friends like agnes... joy... and many more....

i still remember the letter you wrote to me on 11.37pm 1 febuary 2006...

i still keep the letter...
but until today you want to declared a distain with us...
my feeling like asking me to attend your funeral to said goodbye to you...
is our friend relationship can be just said no like that...
i dont want to said good bye to you ...
i dont to lose you ....
i still want to hear you problem...
i still want to plan anything with you...#
but now you choose to leave us
to me i feel sad ...
i cant take it , is also happen to the others...
world are not that diffult..
god creATE us to here is to be with problem and settle it... not run away... or stay away...

i am trying to be gentle here.... tired of scolding everyone....
i will try to call you lesser...
i will try to memember you lesser...
i will try to adapt in a new enviroment without you...
face war together all by our (7) of us without you ...

is happy to see you join us
is sad to lose you
there will be that no more nice home made card you will make for us....

lesser pictures will take with you ...
lesser laugh together with you ...
i will also eat leser food for your mom...

anyway i still can treat you as friend but i really cant think any new way to treat you when you are not a kepohians anymore....
you quit from us... i hope to see you back...
is not the matter of join and out
is the matter of love you friend no matter you are tired of anything...
is like how i use to practise ... when you as friend no matter how you make me angry still my friend...

the last thing is, we are not to be close anymore lo
take care darling....
you must dont simply trust your feeling, it help sometimes but it also kills you sometimes...
take care my besties friend...
love you ...

disgracing you ?? which part ????
tell me!
can't you see the big fat question mark behind there ????
i just want an answer !!!!
please tell me i'm all wrong!!
please tell me i'm a big fat liar behind all this!!!
yes!!!
y'all did alot for me!! i know~~
i never deny that~~
and i truly appreciate it!

***
why do i wan this to be better when u treat all this like a game????
i'm not perfect!
i call myself a christian but i still curse ?????
i know!!!
i didn't said i was perfect!!!!!
i'm a sinner!!!
i only curse when i'm flaming angry!!!!
LIKE NOW!!!!!
blame me all you want!
Angry with me because i'm writing what i feel or think ???
go ahead,
is not like u care.

After all this years...

If only i could give myself a reason about why did u leave ?
because we disappointed you ?
because we cancel pik mei's birthday celebration deal to the fact that her uncle actually passed away ?
because u're staying too far away ?
because we didn't scarifies as much as u do ?
because we never show up at any of your performance ?
because we always causes you to get scolding from your mom when we have gathering ?
because we dont understand you ?
because we're too busy with our life?
because of WHAT ??!?!?!?!?!?!!?
fucking give me a reason ???
a reason that we all can accept!!!!!
being in this kepoh club is not just your own decision~
is not like : "OO, i just want to quit... coz i'm tired of y'all and the endless dramas ~~~"
or : "OO, last time i feel happy with you all so i join la.. now i dont feel it anymore so i leave lor"
Others or even some of you might think the Kepoh club is just so lame ... so highschool-yish~
but i dont think so.
I think is a group of good friends decided to stay in this friendship circle and ready hold on to this relationship till the end of the day.
Is a group decision is not just up to you!
Is not like u can easily cancel ur membership in some gym class!
We might not meet each of us everyday
or appears in every single gathering.
but that doesn't mean we dont care!
or even we did not take fancy pictures and post it up to FB to prove to other people how loving kepoh club is
that doesn't mean that we're not bestfriends.
True bestfriend accept the fact that after graduating from high school we all have our own life and busy schedules.
U got pressure???? i understand ~~
but did u ever think about the fact that all of us have our own problems as well????
we didn't voice up doesn't mean that problems did not exist at all.
we didn't tell you doesn't mean that we are all happy carefree kids ~
If leaving us is what u wish for and you're happy with the decision then fine.
Go ahead. I wish u all the best and good-bye.

your jobs...

person who incharged...


the food.... kepoh carol pie
kepoh fatt chicken
kepoh ying sotong

the desert... kepoh kwan

the bbq setting up and bbq tool's sponsor... kepoh fatt n issac

the drinks... joy and michelle

then clear up ... all of us.....

you may start to pay nic RM 20

well those who made payment.. nic , agnes n issac